Well the shower came and went. I’m glad the shower is over because it was a little stressful and I guess a lot of people were annoyed with me for having a second shower. I just wanted to celebrate the birth of my second baby with close friends and family. I’m very happy to have this little girl and I thought having a baby was a joyous occasion. But oh well, the reason why I had another shower was because my mother-in-law and sister-in-law gave it to me this time instead of my family. I’m happy I have these memories because it meant a lot to me that they would want to do something like that. I’m also happy that my aunt took pictures of the shower because no one else did it for me. I’m hurt because anytime anyone has a celebration I’ve always been the one to take pictures so each memory wasn’t missed out on being photographed. But never again will I do that for anyone. I will take pictures of my kids because no one has ever felt the need to return the gesture for me. That may sound bitchy but I don’t care. I just don’t want to be around fake people anymore. I just plan on staying away from people for a while and I’m not going be social right now.
The next day of the shower which is today was an eventful day. Olivia and I were sick all day with fevers so we had to make a trip to the ER to make sure Olivia and the baby were okay. We have been coughing and blowing our noses all day which really sucks for a three year old and a pregnant lady. Tomorrow I will be 33 weeks pregnant and I have never been in hospital this much ever in my life. I’m supposed to rest but there are so many things to get done. And we have so much to buy that we didn’t get from the shower. We need bottles, a diaper genie, breast pump accessories, pacifiers, a crib mattress, a car seat and stroller. And that’s just for her arrival so I’m a little stressed because we have six weeks left. Two of my favorite gifts from the shower was her little bathtub and bouncer that my cousins Debra and Nichole gave me. We did get lots of clothes and diapers. I kept all of Olivia’s burp cloths thank God because I think it’s gross when a baby pukes and a mother doesn’t have something other than a bib to clean it up. Olivia was always clean and didn’t smell like baby puke. I take pride in cleaning my baby and making sure her hair is neat. I just need to make sure I’m a cute mommy and not let myself go because I’ve
I think I was pissy from hormones. I didn't change anything I wrote because I was angry at the time and I want to keep my ture feelings at the time. I was happy with all the presents from everyone from my shower. I love the fact that everyone that came basically gave us diapers. I loved my diaper organizer which is up and ready to go. Thank you to everyone that came and celebrated the birth of Sofia Grace.
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